Okay I'm done spazzing now. Everyone experiences variance so fuck it. It's just gay that it seems to ONLY happen at 25nl and then I just run sick hot and 2 outer everyone at 10nl etc. etc. so lol my $/hour is higher at 10nl (ldo I'm losing at 25nl) and I can't seem to lose a pot at 10nl unless I do something uber retarded like shove T high.

KK, here's the fucking game plan. It is designed to avoid any incling of tilt/spew etc. or even play at a level below 100% maximum focus. It's also designed to get me to start improving faster and learn more from sucking so badly.

Rules:
1. $25nl will be played for 2 hours each day MAX, a stopwatch will be used. Immediately after the alarm goes off, I must sit out next blind.
2. $25nl will be played on no more than 6 tables.
3. $25nl will NOT be played more than once during each day, ONLY ONE 2 hour session. Anything other poker MUST be played at 10nl or lower, regardless of how good the tables are, hot I'm running etc.
4. Minimum 3 hands from each 2 hour $25nl session WILL be posted in this blog. NO excuses.
5. ABSOLUTELY NO IRC/MSN Music/Windows open/Looking at PokerTracker Graph while playing 25nl. (It's okay at lower stakes for now but I'll have to find some way to kick the habit)
6. For every 2 hours of $25nl grinding you must study poker for 1 hour. If the study is not done, the play will not be attempted.
7. This list will be re-read before every session so I don't do something stupid like forget about it.

Well that's my list of rules. Let's hope I stick to them.